It has been a bit difficult to decide how to proceed with my life, much less my blog.
Do you remember as a child, playing with dandelions?
If I remember correctly, when you blow the dandelion, you have to imagine all the seeds are being lifted up to the heavens and will be received as wishes for you. I have the feeling that a few of mine might of gotten lost, and are now being granted to me.
As you know, I am now a swinging single, ugh, not in anyway by my own choice; but I am beginning to feel that I have been set free.
I will no longer judged, by one of the few people who should be in total awe of me. (at least partial awe)
I get to find myself again.
(I will try and answer most of the questions that keep coming at me)
I have just started what will turn into an amazing job, and I am ready to get back in town. I know, Calabasas/Agoura is beautiful with great schools, but it is not me it never was. It was us, and is a bit painful. I am ready to be close to work (my current commute is about an hour into Bev. Hills) and back with my family (you will have two families in this life; one you are born into and one you make for yourself.). Not sure what area yet, I am stuck in the current place until our old lease runs out, but we are undergoing enough transition right now. I figure i will look around while I'm in town with friends and working.
Konrad is great, he is back in school, now full-time. and just moved up into the 2 year old class. and is working on Potty training himself. He makes it to the big boy potty about once a day, and will usually only go if you are not watching. He is such a sweet little man...
I am really excited about the future. The past few months have shown me how many people really are in my life, AMAZING people, not just run of the mill buddies. God gave me strength, grace under-fire, and a killer sense of humor, now I see why... God and the Universe are watching out for me, and have my back. :)
It is so true that you never really see someones true character until it is tested. I guess my character is much stronger that I would have given me credit for.
...and can I tell you how great it felt to type "I" so many times.
This is my story, the way I see it. Stay posted....
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